Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Enlightenment

Finally, I have came to a realization that for all these while, I do not deserve her. Not even for one second.

She's way out of my league. Like WAAAY outta here.

What's more, I broke her trust.

Coz of that, some nutcase screwed her up.

She's mad at me.. I don't even know if we are on speaking terms again. Honestly, it doesn't look so promising for me.

I deserve that. She has every right to be mad at me for what I've done.

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Dear you,

If you are reading this, although this will not mean much to you, I am so sorry.

I was wrong.

I was stupid. And still is.

I've put my trust to the wrong person(s).

I'm sorry for your time wasted on me

I'm sorry for the tears you shed because of me.

If only things could become right again with this apology.

I wish it could.

I wish it could......

9 comments:

Araseli with powerful eyes said...

dude........

bila aku baca benda nih, teringat aku time form 4 dulu.huhu..

be strong dude... =)

btw, dia tu saper ah? hehehe nak tau gak nih..... =)

safwan said...

azli: teringat time ko form 4? time ko kene rejek ngan najwa ke? tu la..stalking sangat...hehehe...

thx weh... dia tu ehem2. takleh bgtau. da byk gile dah org tau neh.

Araseli with powerful eyes said...

woiwoiwoi ke situ plak dia!! aku mana ada stalking dowh!

aahh, cerita aku panjang sikit. tp xde kaitan ngan stalking okayy...rumors kot.huhu

alaaaaa bgtau je la. sama U ngan ko ke??? :P

axer713 said...

stop blaming urself if u already know she's not worth it...

Azli, ko sibuk nak tau byk2... bahaya dow... kang terdedah la kehidupan terlampau safwan tu... hahaha..

safwan said...

to azim:

bukan she's not worth it. dia terlampau worth it aku tak layak untuk dia..

Fits said...

itulah kehidupan

axer713 said...

wei, kalo ko terlalu pandang rendah diri sendiri nescaya sampai bile2 ko x kan ade teman...

hav faith in urself... ko kan gagah...

Anonymous said...

She's way out of my league. Like WAAAY outta here.


is she alien or what?

safwan said...

to anonymous:

clarifying that which any six year old could comprehend to you would be a waste of energy being used to type the answers here. I wish I had your finger strength to type stupid answers to answer your stupid questions.