Thursday, January 19, 2012

Acknowledgement


In the Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful

First and foremost, I am grateful to Almighty Allah for the strength He bestowed to me to complete this research, and for other blessings. To name each and every one of them would be impossible for me, a mere mortal to mention all of them. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah.

I would like to seize this opportunity to thank my supervisor, Madam Nazeera Ahmed Bazari for her constant guidance and insights. Her insights and guidance have helped immensely in keeping this paper focused when I went astray. I can’t thank her enough for that.

This research would be meaningless if it were not for the help from the trainee teachers, specifically the part 8 students of Bachelor of Education in TESL program for their willingness to spend an hour to write an essay when they could’ve done something more enjoyable.

I also would like to acknowledge the assistance of my friends for their constant encouragement. For every wake up calls, late night study sessions till wee hours in the morning, and every heated discussion, it had led to this final product which I can be proud of. Last but not least, I would like to thank my family, especially for my parents, Abu Bakar bin Abdullah and Saripah binti Yusoff for their constant moral support. The best adjectives seem inadequate to describe how much I treasure their advices. For that, I thank you.

To True Knowledge, so close and yet so far.

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This is the acknowledgement part of my thesis. So many people to thank, and so little space. So I think I'll just put it up in my blog. haha.
 
Thanks to Michelle and Aziz, thanks for lending me your laptop and pendrive, along with its content. It had helped me immensely. Aziz, rest assured. Your AE is not plagiarized. haha. And thanks for being my inspiration. You guys showed me what is there to be gained when one puts in one's all just for that extra mile. The satisfaction, man, I've never felt so good! When I have kids, I'll tell them stories of you guys.

To Nadhirah, thanks for being a good listener to my rants. I really appreciate it when you can call a spade, a spade. Few have that ability, you know? Thanks for those multiple slaps of reality when I've been sleeping too long in Fantasyville. In the wise words of Jason Mraz, "you are an island of reality in an ocean of diarrhea." haha. I hope it makes sense.

To Herne, for showing me that Allah is the best Helper. It's human nature to remember God in the morning, and forget Him afterwards. Thanks for being the reminder.

To those whom I didn't mention, jangan sentap.. aku tetap sayang korang. eh? tetiba BM. haha. dah malas nak speaking weh. esok ada Finishing School Program and aku kena bangun awal. Dah pukul 1 kot. Pukul 7.30 dah nak kena ada sana. pffftttt....

XOXO.

hahahahhahahahahhahhaha

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

repost: my life goals

Jim Carrey sebelum dia jadi famous, dia tulis atas cheque kosong 4 juta dollar, walaupun account bank dia sikit nak mampus time tu, dan dia isi nama bapak dia. hajatnya untuk bagi bapak dia. tapi bila dia jadi famous, bapak dia meninggal dunia sebelum dia dapat bagi. hari pengkebumian dia, dia selitkan cheque tu dalam baju bapak dia.

Dia tulis matlamat hidup dia.

dia tenung hari hari matlamat hidup dia

dia kerja keras untuk capai benda yang dia nak capai tu.

itulah power of writing your own life goals.

jadi aku akan tulis life goal aku dekat sini.

Ya Allah, berilah aku kekuatan untuk mencapai semua benda benda ni.


1) mesti setelkan kerja kerja yang tak setel

2) mulakan start cari kerja yang ok.

3) kumpul duit secukup rasa untuk bayar hutang 26 ribu ptptn

4) kumpul duit secukup rasa nak pegi haji.

5) kuruskan badan at least boleh jalan 7 km tanpa mengah sebagai preparation time sai'e

6) nak surprisekan kakak aku sempena birthday dia. tapi birthday tahun berapa, aku tak nak bagitahu. surprise la katakan

7) improve kehidupan di komuniti sekeliling aku.


Jauhkanlah aku dari perasaan lemah dan malas!

Friday, December 2, 2011

Percubaan pertama menulis cerpen bahasa melayu

Ini kali pertama aku try tulis short story in BM. Sebenarnya aku dah submit entry ni untuk blog Sarkasis, tapi diorang tak publish. 


Kena reject lettew. 


haha.


So aku taruk je la cerpen tu dalam blog aku. 


sila tunjuk ajar ye?


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Pelik.




Hari Isnin.

Satu petang yang biasa dengan cuaca biasa, suhu yang biasa, dan kelembapan yang biasa.

Biasanya petang Isninlah guru guru Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seri Kasukabe Daerah Saitama, Selangor mengadakan mesyuarat mingguan. Yang ada dalam mesyuarat ini, semua muka - muka biasalah. Pengetua, Penolong – penolong Kanan, Ketua – ketua panitia, Guru – guru bidang, Guru – guru pakar, dan guru – guru biasa.

Tapi petang Isnin 3 Oktober 2011, ada sesuatu yang luar biasa berlaku, di mana ada guru Ketua Panitia Bahasa dan Kemanusiaan baru, iaitu Encik Razak Razali bin Rosli Ramli yang menggantikan Puan Rosnah. Untung Puan Rosnah. Dapat je simpan duit RM 20 juta terus berhenti jadi cikgu.

Tapi tak seorang pun sangka Encik Razak Razali ini dapat jadi Ketua Panitia. Sebab cikgu – cikgu SMK Seri Kasukabe tahu Encik Razak Razali bin Rosli Ramli ini pelik sikit orangnya.

Pengetua              : Jadi cikgu - cikgu sekalian, kita dah sampai ke bulan Oktober. Seperti yang kita tahu, bulan Oktober  ialah Bulan Bahasa Kebangsaan. Jadi kita kena lah buat aktiviti sikit untuk menghidupkan bulan ni dan sekaligus memartabatkan bahasa Malaysia kita. Jadi Cikgu Razak, apa cikgu bakal buat ya?

Encik Razak          : Oh. Erm… Untuk bulan bahasa ni, saya nak usulkan kita buat pertandingan – pertandingan seperti pertandingan berbalas pantun, deklamasi sajak dan pertandingan Sketsa Sepuluh Minit.

Pengetua             : Oh bagus. Ada sokongan?

Encik Razak          : Saya menyokong seratus peratus usul saya.

(pengetua terkesima.)

Pengetua             : Err…. Kita abaikan je lah agenda tadi. Baiklah… kita ke agenda seterusnya. Kita bernasib baik sebab Calon Wakil Rakyat Bebas Daerah Saitama yang menang Sehati Berdansa semalam jadi johan. Sepuluh ribu ringgit kita dapat sebab dia murah hati nak derma kepada sekolah kita. Jadi Sepuluh ribu ni kita nak buat apa ya?

Encik Razak          : Saya cadangkan kita upgrade perpustakaan sekolah kita, tuan pengetua. Dengan sepuluh ribu, saya rasa cukup untuk kita buat sistem automasi untuk urusan pinjaman dan pemulangan buku. Senang kerja budak budak pustakawan kita. Duit yang lebih tu kita guna lah untuk beli buku buku baru.

Pengetua             : Bagus juga cadangan Encik Razak. Ada sokongan cikgu cikgu semua?

Encik Razak          : Cadangan paling bernas tu cikgu. Saya sokong cadangan saya sendiri.

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Pelikkan Encik Razak Razali bin Rosli Ramli?

Dia memang suka sokong cadangan dia sendiri.

Dia sama pelik macam orang yang update status dekat facebook lepas tu like status dia sendiri.

Pelik.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

tulis sepatah kata,

backspace.

tulis balik.

back space.

tu dia! ilham dah mai dah!

gedebak gedebik gedebuk.

nah kau.

satu paragraph.

baca balik.

fuck.

kupasan isi macam budak hingusan

isu diutarakan membosankan

grammar tunggang langgang.

mekanisme penulisan langsung tak memaparkan ciri ciri seorang yang berilmu.

ctrl A + delete.

sekarang kembali ke petak asal.

hari hari macam ni, sampai bila pun takkan publish, celaka.......

Monday, October 10, 2011

Cleaning out my closet

Marshall: I'm going down there.

Barney: Dude, you can't do that.

Marshall: I have to go down there, and I have to tell her I love her; I have
to beg her to take me back, even if I have to get down on my knees.

Robin: Marshall, you can't do that.

Marshall: Oh, really, why not?

Ted: Because you're pathetic! I'm sorry, but right now, you are not Marshall. You are the miserable, whining, shampoo-sniffing ghost of Marshall, and frankly, a guy like you doesn't have a shot in hell with a girl like Lily. You know who might have a shot somewhere down the line?

Marshall.

The real Marshall.

But if you go down there right now like this, you're going to blow it for him, and he's never going to forgive you. Of course, whatever I say, you're just going to do the opposite, so have a great weekend. Good luck screwing up your life. Come on, Robin.

(clears throat) Is it still okay if we borrow the car?



You know what? You are talking to the master of moving on. and I feel obliged to advise you not to destruct yourself.



2-1.

Operation Patient X is a no go.

Thanks Ted and Mate. A slap of reality is what I need